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now im actually considering if i shudd take up the NUS course...

cos...
1. this year is gna be so hectic.

if all the subjects are going to end lectures by june and ive tht much and last yr's topics to catch up on and, on top of tht, make sure i mug really hard for the nus exams AND train for wushu... all these for the first half of the year, im going to drop dead and die.

2. travelling will take up a lot of time and ive to go back to skl to put in extra hours for make-up tutorials. I WILL BK.

3. it's costly. not tht i expected uni to be cheap or tht i didnt know the cost before hand. but if u count travelling costs too, it worked up to be roughly a fifth of the cost of the module. MADNESS.

4. im not guaranteed a place in NUS. what if i cannot take it and i dont do well, il be wasting my time, the tutors' time, my parents' money...

so i was thinking... i should concentrate on my three A level subjects (im cfmed dropping econs) and GP. spend my time and effort on these subjects and do really well for my As and hopefully still manage a good grade to get into NUS. then i can always take tht module then. it's only a matter of time. this year or in one or two years time. not much of a diff and not like the course is gg to runaway. so 2006 is jus gg to be abt A levels and wushu comp, if coach is still sending in the girls team. this way, there wont be too many thgs to care abt and i wont BK.

shall finalise my decision tmr. haha. maybe it's the malaria pills and homework. they dont go down well together.

anws, HAPPY 2006 !! i hope this year will be fantastic for everyone. haha.

read a few new year resolutions jus now. dont wanna pen them down and reflect only to find out i didnt make good any of them. i think il jus try to be a better person, which encompasses, being a better daughter and sister and niece and cousin first and foremost. it starts from where your heart lies right. also, to be a better and more focused student. shall not fool around so much for now. there's time aplenty for tht after As..... be a better friend. yeah.

okays. im too lazy to talk abt my weekends and nano outg... :S my stomach's super queasy now.

peace out !
love, oli