im very tempted to sing tian kong mei you xia yu now since it has stopped raining. hahahah

my legs are effing achg ! havent been exercising in a very loooong time. AND ! i've put on weight and shrunk!! SHEEBYEEE. i shall cut down on my food consumption. hahaha. can save monayye too :X

checked out the new batch of jONEs today. i must say.... the guys really CMI. hah. the girls are generally better looking than the guys. the guys look either too cao lao or too primary skl-ish. ahaha. and ive never seen most of the sngirls there. ha. heard from chengs and becks tht the jone guys at hci are good looking. haahahah! then over at nj, the girls look better than the guys. sa has jokers but really fun jokers. ahahaha.

the one and only nice thing that happened to me during the past year was meeting nano and going to bnr with them. it's not cos of ocip hangover tht im saying this, but im really thankful i met such a fantastic bunch of people. other than for this experience, i wished i was never in aj. aiyar, cant wait to get jc over and done with. really dont like it. ZZZZZZZZ

more than half the time i feel as if im screwing myself up. it really sucks

anws, i felt that last night's renci charity show was pretty well done. i liked gurmit and darren lim's perf. hahah. they made it seem so effortless. but! my main "takeaway" was that singaporeans are generally a caring and charitable bunch. totally agree with all that taoze and gurmit and the reverend etc said last night. honestly, i was very touched by everything they said. im very emo. i cry even by watching advertisements. totally missing the point here. ha. so, as i was saying, the whole point abt betrayal of those who truly served and donated from the heart and "humans helping other humans" is so true. and im glad that we stil continue to donate and try to do our part for charity. forget the nkf saga, to hell with that cheat, continue to donate !! haha. i called once. felt that i should call cos it'd seem so wrong that im touched by what they do and the stories of the patients and i take no action. oh! ive got to say, i liked taoze's performance too ! hahahaha. ~~ I LOVE YOU ~~~~.......

and im still hooked onto wan mei de hu dong. ahahahah. GEI WO DA SHENG DE SHUO SARANG HAE !!!!

thanks for all that you (didnt) do. it was greatly appreciated.
love, oli