whoaa. feeling darn asdfsadf up. i spent dno how long copying notes from the lecture slides online then i realised i can act print them out! wastedd my time srsly. luckily gin told me.

gin said i shudd blog my thoughts down so that i can reflect on them next time. we'll see abt tht. dont wna get ppl worried or curious abt wht's happening if they even care in the first place. oh well, been feeling pretty fucked up the past few days. guess im fortunate to have darlings like christine and phyl around. cousins who'd keep secrets too. ahahaha. i love!

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wah. even i cant decode it now. haha. so dont bother trying. you'l seriously die :)
love, oli